I received an email a few days ago which detailed friends behaving badly. It was not a particularly pleasant email, but I had a lot to do, and I tried not to think about it too much, even as I could hear their voices saying ugly things to one another. It was upsetting, mostly because now that I've had time to process everything, these actions make evident that things that I had thought were resolved and done with are very much not so. And discussions and actions did not happen honestly, as I thought had been the case. And this makes me so ashamed, not only for myself, but also for the other party involved.

It's better that I'm so far away. It hurts just a little bit less.