Morning is very very early. I am very very tired. All the time. I don't understand what it is. I've been here a couple months now and I shouldn't still be this tired and maladjusted all the time. What is going on?

School was painful, and so was researching grad schools. Although I talked with Reid for a while about the boring grad school stuff and personal statements and we made to-do lists. This makes me feel better. Mostly because Reid has done way less work researching than I have, and he doesn't even have a good or appropriate writing sample to send to any of the programs he wants to apply to. Although he does have all of his recs lined up, and I still need to find a third. I keep waiting until I have a final list of schools, although things are starting to come together.

Got home really late (8:30), had some dinner, and tried to do homework. This was pretty much a failure because I was so tired and then Mom called. I hadn't talked to her since she dropped me off at the airport, and it was actually pretty okay. Apparently she and Dad are totally thrilled that I want to go to grad school and will help me as much as I want getting my stuff together and mailing it. I have no idea whether or not they'll give me any money, but hopefully I can get enough funding that they won't have to feel bad telling me to take out loans. Anyway, the fact that they'll help takes a huge load off and makes me feel way better about everything. Yay!